My life

So on Friday nights my little brother and sister come over for the weekends and it's usually a chill time. On Friday I was about to sit on the couch when my little brother told me I looked different. I asked him how he said he didn't know he just said that I seemed different from before. So I thought about it for a little bit and came up with nothing. Of course me being a couch potato and not really making an effort into many things that involve being physical I didn't think it was my weight. My hair was the same and I was doing the same old thing. Then I realized that I wasn't about what I look like it's what he noticed about my mood. I had been stressing out all week about my weight, school, college, exams, everything basically. But on Friday I was calm, I wasn't stressed or irritated I was just calm. This morning I woke up to notice that I felt lighter, literally. I could see less of my stomach under my chest. Which is amazing to me. I felt great this morning, no cares in the world and now I'm studying Japanese again. When my little brother noticed how I was feeling it made me feel better about myself as a person and also made my family and my life more important to me than it already was. I am working on myself as a human being to be my idea of happy and beautiful, not societies idea. I am myself and no one else. It just so happens that I'm not the only one who noticed. Now as I listen to my ONE OK ROCK music I feel much happier than I did a week ago.
I Love You All! 愛してる！사랑해! 
Thank you for being a part of my life and my world. Hope to meet you all someday!