Sunday

So apparently not wanting to go to church with my granny puts me in the category of going to hell. Um hello, just because I don't want to go doesn't mean I don't believe or do the most satanic things. I don't go to. Church because it's my choice. She's baptist and buys me 2 bibles every time I go. I have about 20 bibles in my closet.... Then I am atheist catholic believer in nothing but everything. They are gungho about church to the point that the only day they don't go to church is on Monday nights... I'm not against anything you believe just please don't say I'm going to hell because I didn't go to church one Sunday! Is it that serious to sit in church for an hour or so listening to a man tell you about God? No it's not, if you want to practice your religion do it at home where you are free of the outside world or what the other church folks think. Go home and pray, read your bible if you want to. Church is a place of music and preaching. I don't need someone preaching to me about something I already believe in and live my life as if God was by my side at all times! I don't want any angry messages about religion and why I should've gone to church with my granny. I love my granny but I don't have to spend only church time with her. I can be around her any other time but that's the only time anyone in our side of the family asks to hang out with her. The only time. I can go to the book store with her on the weekend or to a movie after I get out if school. What am I supposed to do? All you want is me to believe and to be one with God. I'm one with God and the gods and goddesses of the world when I'm at home. A peaceful place that I can just think in and talk to them it's not bad to go to church I just personally don't want to go....